Autumn gropes for us.

SONG AT THE BEGINNING OF AUTUMN

Now watch this autumn that arrives
In smells. All looks like summer still;
Colours are quite unchanged, the air
On green and white serenely thrives.
Heavy the trees with growth and full
The fields. Flowers flourish everywhere.

Proust who collected time within
A child’s cake would understand
The ambiguity of this —
Summer still raging while a thin
Column of smoke stirs from the land
Proving that autumn gropes for us.

But every season is a kind
Of rich nostalgia. We give names —
Autumn and summer, winter, spring —
As though to unfasten from the mind
Our moods and give them outward forms.
We want the certain, solid thing.

But I am carried back against
My will into a childhood where
Autumn is bonfires, marbles, smoke;
I lean against my window fenced
From evocations in the air.
When I said autumn, autumn broke.

-Elizabeth Jennings

Pippin Photo – her dahlia “Nicholas,” 2023

 

4 thoughts on “Autumn gropes for us.

  1. Truth. Our first hints of autumn always arrive as scents: often as early as August. A whiff of burning cane fields from Louisiana, a cool, clean breeze from far offshore, the acrid smoke from Mexican manufacturing; they all betoken changes to come.

    This weekend, our first real front will arrive, dropping temperatures into the 70s/60s. We’re ready to be groped!

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