WHAT IS OUR DEEPEST DESIRE?
To be held this way in our mother’s arms,
to be nestled deep in the warmth
of her body, her gaze,
to be adored, to overwhelm her
with our sweetness.
This is what we seek in chocolate,
in the food and drink and drugs
that stun the senses, that fill the veins
with the rich cream of well being.
What we take for lust—can it be, perhaps,
a heavy pang of longing to be swaddled,
close, close to the heartbeat of our mother?
No bucket seats, Jacuzzi, or even a lover’s embrace
can duplicate this luxuriance,
this centered place on the roiling planet.
When the old woman, small and light,
can be carried in the arms of her son,
he, at first, holds her tentatively,
a foreign doll,
but gradually, as the pool loses its ripples,
he sees his face in hers
and draws her to him,
rocking to the rhythm of her breathing.
This is the way to enter and leave the world.
-Miriam Pederson

Reminds me of the children picture book Love You Forever by Robert Munsch.
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And an early Happy Mother’s Day greeting to you!
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Thank you, Arti ❤️
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I am always wishing that I had a great big mother and that I could just crawl into her lap and rest-or weep.
AMDG
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I’ve felt that way many times, when the old spiritual, “Sometimes I Feel Like a Motherless Child,” plays the accompaniment in my mind.
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This is mostly unrelated to the poem, but when I saw today’s entry on At Sunnyside, I thought immediately of you and your garden. I suspect you may not sit with a parasol, but I suspect you do enjoy your garden’s embrace in a somewhat poetic way.
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You are right, Linda. Thank you for making that connection for me. It may explain why I don’t feel “like a motherless child” as often as I used to.
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Beautiful! It reminds me of the love that God has for us, the desire we all have to be held, safe and secure.
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This is absolutely beautiful.
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I echo Arti’s comment. The poem made me think of Robert Munch’s book
( which, to this day, I cannot read without tearing up.)
Have a Happy Mother’s Day💗
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A wonderfully evocative poem!!
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My goodness, what a poem. It rather shocked me when I got to the line about the chocolate – did not expect that. But it ended well. 🙂 Lovely.
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