Monthly Archives: October 2025

In my happy places.

First there was the mega mega gardening week, when I dug chicken manure into 23 little holes and dropped in starts of four different leafy greens; I wrestled with juniper roots to reclaim space; and put back into the ground eleven iris rhizomes of the dozens I’d lifted a month before — and hours upon hours of other such work. It was thoroughly happy-making.

The yard worker had brought in and spread 1.5 yards of soil during my last absence, so that I would be ready to plant when I got home. This neighbor cat thinks its for her potty purposes:

Rosemary and Pomegranate

It must have been extra grace and strength God bestowed on me for the week, because every day I was at it again; the nights gave sound sleep, and that surely helped. I moved heuchera that were languishing in deep shade, to be near my umbrella table corner, where they will likely do better in partial shade.

In that area where I like to sit with guests it’s been hard to find flowers that do well, but since I’ve realized that the increased shadiness of the back garden is the problem, I hope to improve the situation by using more appropriate species. I set out pansies along there, too, for the winter, and in the spring I plan to add Japanese anemones. The goal is to have something blooming most of the year.

Salvia
Abelia with comfrey.
Nodding Violet

Propagation is a joy! I finally dug out at least some of the comfrey that has been shooting up from under the abelia, and put three pieces in nursery pots; if they grow I will stick them against a fence somewhere. I know they do fine in deep shade; when I first brought a start from my former garden in 1990 it grew for years under the osmanthus. But since the osmanthus is gone the comfrey has planted itself in undesirable places nearby.

A friend told me that her Christmas cactus and aloe vera had died, and I happened to have a small Christmas cactus that I had propagated a year or two ago to give her. Also I have three aloe vera plants in pots and they all have babies right now, so I potted one up for her.  When I trimmed the apple mint and rose geranium and nodding violet I stuck a few stems in water, where they are likely to send out roots.

Aloe Vera offering her child.

It’s been fun visiting nurseries at this time of year, though I do have pangs of (I hope false) guilt that I am tempting myself to plant gluttony. I always forget about Iceland poppies until I see them in the nurseries… and let’s see, what else did I find that I wasn’t expecting? English daisies. They do well in part-shade, also. At the moment I haven’t figured out where to put those daisies.

Above is one of my work tables, showing another of my finds at the nursery: stock. I put three plants in a pot to have ready when the asters stop blooming: then I can remove their pot and put this one by the front door.

The gardening spree hasn’t ended, and probably won’t for another few weeks. In the meantime the garden as a whole is a paradise to walk around in, and just look at. In the middle of the afternoon when the sun is shining, the bees are busy still, but they get up late and go to bed early now. The multitude of plants that don’t need attention of any kind at the moment appear especially lovely; they are contented in their slowing down. The atmosphere is quieter and less bright, more meditative.

Pineapple guavas are still tiny, but growing.

In the rain.

Last week I was racing the rain, which arrived Friday night. I could hardly walk Saturday morning anyway, so that marked the end of the most strenuous week, and ushered in the glorious weekend. From Saturday evening to Monday morning it was again and again granted to me to be in my other happy place, the Orthodox church temple where I worship. First the feast of St. Demetrios, the first celebration of that event since I visited Thessaloniki in June, at which time I had became better acquainted with the saint. He is wonderful.

The next day was the first commemoration since her canonization, of our 20th century American saint Olga of Alaska, Mother Olga Michael. It was especially significant for me, because our parish is suffering alongside a family whose wife and mother is in the hospital; we all are needing extra mothering of the consoling and encouraging sort Saint Olga is famous for.

“Her name in the Yup’ik language was Arrsamquq, a name meaning lowly, hidden, or unadorned—like the seed sown quietly in the earth. It was a name that would prophetically mark her life, for she lived not in boastfulness or acclaim, but in humility, reverence, and love.” 

Stories abound of Mother Olga’s loving midwifery, how she helped women sufferers of abuse, and was overall a calming and motherly presence to her own children and everyone around her. You can read the source of these quotes and more about her here: “Righteous Mother Olga of Kwethluk.”

“As she matured, she married Nicolai Michael, the village storekeeper and postmaster, who would later be ordained to the holy priesthood. In time, she would become known not only as Olga, but as Matushka Olga—a mother to thirteen children of her own, and a spiritual mother to an entire village. Quiet, gentle, and strong, she became a pillar of warmth and grace in Kwethluk.”

“The Yup’ik elders say: ‘A real person does not disappear, but remains in the hearts of those they have loved.’ In the Church, we say more: A real person in Christ becomes a saint, and the hearts they have loved, in communion with the Lord, become the Church, the living body of Christ in the world.”

The presence of Mother Olga was a Happy Place for many people.

May we all lean into the Lord,
and into becoming our real, personal selves.
Let us seek and find and live in
the Kingdom of God.

 

Come again shining glance.

THE LOVE OF OCTOBER

A child looking at ruins grows younger
but cold
and wants to wake to a new name
I have been younger in October
than in all the months of spring
… walnut and may leaves the color
of shoulders at the end of summer
a month that has been to the mountain
and become light there
the long grass lies pointing uphill
even in death for a reason
that none of us knows
and the wren laughs in the early shade now
come again shining glance in your good time
naked air late morning
my love is for lightness
of touch foot feather
the day is yet one more yellow leaf
and without turning I kiss the light
by an old well on the last of the month
gathering wild rose hips
in the sun.

–W.S. Merwin

Anna Althea Hills, Autumn Fallbrook

 

The essence of all His miracles.

By the Word of the Lord the heavens were made (Psalm 33:6) God made everything, man from dust, etc. So why would changing water to wine at Cana be difficult?

“…for our nature, weakened by sin, it is an unattainable miracle. Yet, isn’t the working of miracles the usual occupation of the Creator? When the servants filled the six large vessels with water, the Lord Christ said to them: Draw out now, and bear unto the governor of the feast (John 2:8). He did not even say, ‘Let the water become wine,’ he merely thought it. For God’s thoughts have the same power as His words.

“Why is it said that this was the ‘beginning of miracles,’ when it appears that, long before this miracle, the Lord worked other miracles? Because, brethren, the changing of water into wine is the fundamental miracle of Christ, and is the essence of all His miracles. Human nature was diluted with its own tears, and it was necessary to change it into wine. The divine spark in man was extinguished, and it was necessary to rekindle it. Infirmity is like water, health is like wine; the impurities of the evil spirits are like water, purity is like wine; death is like water, life is like wine; ignorance is like water, truth is like wine. Hence, whenever the Lord made the sick whole, the impure pure, the dead alive, and prodigals enlightened, He essentially turned water into wine.”

-St. Nikolai Velimirović 

Read the entire homily here (scroll down to the bottom): Prologue of Ohrid

Miracle at Cana, Castel d’Appiano, Italy, 13th century.