We who are left, how shall we look again Happily on the sun, or feel the rain, Without remembering how they who went Ungrudgingly, and spent Their all for us, loved, too, the sun and rain?
A bird upon the rain-wet lilac sings — But we, how shall we turn to little things And listen to the birds and winds and streams Made holy by their dreams, Nor feel the heartbreak in the heart of things?
Today is Saturday, and I am attending a wedding, which is a cause for joy. According to statistics, 70% of weddings are held on Saturdays these days, but in the Orthodox Church Sunday is the preferred day. Sunday is The Lord’s Day since the Resurrection, and the day for celebration and feasting, while Saturday is the day of rest, when we remember those who have fallen asleep in death and rest in their graves. Here is another poem that ties the remembrance of death to the season, and to the One who mitigates our sorrow over it.
AUTUMN
The leaves are falling, falling as from far off, as though far gardens withered in the skies; they are falling with denying gestures.
And in the nights the heavy earth is falling from all the stars down into loneliness.
We are all falling. This hand falls. And look at others; it is in them all.
And yet there is One who holds this falling endlessly gently in his hands.
My father was the first to hear The passage of the geese each fall, Passing above the house so near, He’d hear within his heart their call.
And then at breakfast time he’d say: “The geese were heading south last night,” For he had lain awake till day, Feeling his earthbound soul take flight.
Knowing that winter’s wind comes soon After the rushing of those wings, Seeing them pass before the moon, Recalling the lure of far-off things.
A child looking at ruins grows younger but cold and wants to wake to a new name I have been younger in October than in all the months of spring … walnut and may leaves the color of shoulders at the end of summer a month that has been to the mountain and become light there the long grass lies pointing uphill even in death for a reason that none of us knows and the wren laughs in the early shade now come again shining glance in your good time naked air late morning my love is for lightness of touch foot feather the day is yet one more yellow leaf and without turning I kiss the light by an old well on the last of the month gathering wild rose hips in the sun.