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A truly bright spot in the darkness.

It’s already seven years since I wrote this post about St. Innocent, on his feast day. In the meantime I have read his extensive biography, Saint Innocent: Apostle to America, by Paul D. Garrett, which made me love and admire this saint even more. I had forgotten about this post, so it might be that those of you who read it the first time will have forgotten as well. One thing that might be confusing is his multiplicity of names: his given name; his name given him when he entered seminary; and lastly, the name Innocent, given him when he became a bishop. For many years he was simply “Father John.” I hope you will be refreshed by a reacquaintance with a truly remarkable man.

Whenever I think of St. Innocent of Alaska, I see him in a dogsled or kayak making the rounds to visit his flock, or at a desk creating an alphabet for the language of the Aleuts. But he started life as Ivan (John) Popov, born in a village in Siberia in 1797. When he was six years old his father died, and at the age of ten he entered seminary, “…where the rector renamed him Veniaminov in honor of the recently deceased Bishop Veniamin of Irkutsk.” At the age of twenty he became a deacon, and married, and began to serve at the Annunciation Church in the same village where he had always lived and studied, Irkutsk.

Not long after he was ordained to the priesthood, a call went out for a priest volunteer to become a missionary to the Aleutian Islands, and Fr. John was the only one willing. It took him and his pregnant wife and small child fourteen months to make the journey; they arrived on the island of Unalaska in 1824.

Father John continued his missionary and pastoral work in Alaska for many decades, during which time he translated parts of the Bible into indigenous languages, designed and built churches with his own hands, and founded a seminary. After his wife died he was tonsured a monk, given the name Innocent, and appointed bishop. Over the course of his life he traveled tens of thousands of miles, sometimes for months at a time, just to keep up with his vast diocese, in which he catechized and baptized more than 10,000 people.

Michael Oleksa writes in Orthodox Alaska, “John Veniaminov was probably the most remarkable Alaskan of his century, perhaps of all time… In popular histories he has often been singled out as the one truly bright spot in the darkness of the Russian-American colony.” His faith and bravery, and his dedication to his flock, are certainly inspiring, but the breadth of his skills in carpentry, clock making and organ building, and his accomplishments as a naturalist and linguist also capture my imagination.

St. Michael’s Cathedral, Sitka, before 1895

About his linguistic study of the Aleutian-Fox language, Fr. John wrote,

“In compiling the grammar of a language like the Aleutian, at first I deemed it to be useless; I knew it was of no use to the Aleuts, for without this grammar they can express themselves correctly to each other; neither was it of any particular value to foreigners. But knowing with what… eagerness many scientists are collecting all sorts of information, and how important every little discovery is to them, I decided to compile a grammar… It cannot be possible that the Aleutian language had any other spoken tongue similar to it, but that the grammar could show some evidence of its origin.”

Sketch by Louis Choris – 19th century 

The quote above comes to us from Fr. Andrew Kashevarov, whom Oleksa also quotes about Fr. John’s naturalist studies:

“Having thoroughly acquainted himself with the fauna of the islands, especially the fur seal… he offered as a result of his extensive investigations certain valuable suggestions to the fur company for more sensible and scientific modes for harvesting these animals. The suggestions were accepted and applied, and not only saved the seal herd from depletion, but also from complete extermination….”

St. Michael’s Cathedral today.

When as a priest he was transferred to Sitka, he designed and built St. Michael’s Cathedral, which continues as a house of worship today. I wonder if I might one day visit this church… I haven’t read all of Orthodox Alaska, but stories of St. Herman and St. Innocent, and accounts of friends who have visited, are seeds that could sprout into my own tiny adventure.

I started writing what I intended to be a short introduction, on the feast day of the canonization of St. Innocent, to a quote from him that I found in our church bulletin. I began to wonder if the quote (below) was from the guide Fr. John wrote in Aleut and Russian in 1901, Indication of the Pathway into the Kingdom of Heaven. I discovered that the whole article on the Christian life is available to read as a PDF on the site linked, but the quote doesn’t appear to be from that work.

Whatever its source, I find it lovely that this word about the Holy Scriptures is the one to conclude my post; of all the people who might have cause to glory in his human knowledge, St. Innocent is a shining example. But he clearly understands the incomparable value of Divine Wisdom and exhorts us to humbly pursue it above all:

“The Holy Spirit may be received by reading and listening to the Holy Scripture as the true Word of God. Holy Scripture is a great treasury from which we can draw light and life—light to enlighten and inform every man, and life to quicken, comfort and delight everyone. Holy Scripture is one of the greatest of God’s blessings to man, and it is a blessing which can be enjoyed and used by anyone who wishes to do so.

“And it needs to be said that Holy Scripture is divine wisdom, and wisdom so wonderful that it can be understood and comprehended by the simplest and most unlearned person; that is why many simple people, by reading or listening to Holy Scripture, have become pious and have received the Holy Spirit.

“But there have also been people, and even educated people, who read Holy Scripture and erred and were lost. This is because the former read it in simplicity of heart and without sophistry and rationalizations and did not seek learning in it, but grace, power and spirit; while the latter on the contrary, regarding themselves as people who were wise and knew everything, sought in it not the power of and spirit of the Word of God, but worldly wisdom, and instead of humbly receiving all that Providence was pleased to reveal to them, they tried to discover and learn what has been hidden; and that is why they fell into unbelief or schism.

“It is easier to pour the whole sea into a tiny cup than for a man to comprehend all the wisdom of God. And so, when you read or listen to Holy Scripture, lay aside all your wisdom and submit yourself to the Word and will of Him Who speaks to you through Holy Scripture; and ask Jesus Christ to instruct you Himself, to enlighten your mind and give you a desire to read Holy Scripture and do what it says.”

—St. Innocent of Alaska

Her hospitality was something exquisite.

“Her hospitality was something exquisite; she had the gift which so many women lack, of being able to make themselves and their houses belong entirely to a guest’s pleasure, that charming surrender for the moment of themselves and whatever belongs to them, so that they make a part of one’s life that can never be forgotten.”

-Sarah Orne Jewett, from The Country of the Pointed Firs

Paul Gustav Fischer, Tea Time

 

A baby and a butterfly.

It’s been an exciting week. I have to share the most wonderful happening first, which is that my grandson Pat’s wife just gave birth to their first baby. Glory to God! This is my fourth great-grandchild. So far among the Greats there are three boys and one girl. I’ll share a photo as soon as I get a suitable one. Welcome, Little Boy!

(In the meantime, here’s Pat at left, long before he was considering marriage and children.)

My grandma, born this week in 1892.

“The essential rectitude of our view of children lies in the fact that we feel them and their ways to be supernatural while, for some mysterious reason, we do not feel ourselves or our own ways to be supernatural. The very smallness of children makes it possible to regard them as marvels; we seem to be dealing with a new race, only to be seen through a microscope.

“I doubt if anyone of any tenderness or imagination can see the hand of a child and not be a little frightened of it. It is awful to think of the essential human energy moving so tiny a thing; it is like imagining that human nature could live in the wing of a butterfly or the leaf of a tree. When we look upon lives so human and yet so small, we feel as if we ourselves were enlarged to an embarrassing bigness of stature. We feel the same kind of obligation to these creatures that a deity might feel if he had created something that he could not understand.”     

– G.K. Chesterton

In the last year I’ve planted three different types/colors of Japanese anemones, and the second of these new groups, the pale pink, opened its first flower yesterday. My old white ones have been blooming for a few weeks, and the new dark pink flowers with a wonky petal pattern also. The dark pink ones are the most enthusiastic, thriving on the amount of sun and water they get; I’m hoping the mildew they have suffered is just from unusual weather this year, and won’t always happen.

Recently my daughter Pearl and I were talking about Elizabeth von Arnim’s books, as we often do, and she suggested I might like The Adventures of Elizabeth in Rügen. I got it right away and have been reading it on Kindle — many of von Arnim’s books are out of print — to great enjoyment. In her telling of her travels around the German island and among other tourists, Elizabeth often uses words such as happy, blessed, joy, light and radiance to convey how she feels when out of doors, particularly when the sun is shining. She is my kindred spirit for sure. Here is one excerpt that reminded me of my own joy this very week:

“Oh blessed state, when mere quiet weather, trees and grass, sea and clouds, can make you forget that life has anything in it but rapture, can make you drink in heaven with every breath! How long will it last, this joy of living, this splendid ecstasy of the soul? I am more afraid of losing this, of losing even a little of this, of having so much as the edge of its radiance dimmed, than of parting with any other earthly possession.”

In other places her descriptions of the people she meets and the conversations among them are, as is usual with her, both insightful and very funny!

This little purple pot above was given to me by my granddaughter Ivy. It was the first thing she ever made of clay, and it has a convenient hole in the bottom so it can serve as a planter pot. It’s small, and just the right size and color to set off the beauty of a little chick type of succulent. When it becomes a hen I may have to substitute another chick in its place.

The Autumn Joy have turned burgundy.

I had another super exciting day when the Monarch chrysalis we’ve been watching matured and the butterfly emerged. The pupa stage lasted about three weeks, which is on the long side, and I wondered if possibly the insect had died. But the delay was likely just due to the week of cool and drizzly weather we had recently; the case darkened, and I began to see the Monarch colors inside.

Early in the morning I went out to look, and it was a chrysalis. An hour later, still in my nightgown, I checked again, and the butterfly had broken out. (This makes a total of four Monarchs I have monitored closely, yet missed their big event.) He was clinging to the mostly-bare milkweed stem, his wings hanging behind, heavy and damp.

All along I’d been worried that there was not enough food on those plants to grow a caterpillar to sufficient size, especially since the aphids were devouring the leaves at a fast rate. Then when the caterpillar entered the pupa stage, I thought, “Isn’t that chrysalis kind of small? Maybe it’s undernourished….” Now I stared and stared some more, amazed at how such a creature could have been so tightly packed into the thin case. A full-sized Monarch!

The sunlight was weak, so we waited, Mr. Monarch and I, for his wings to dry; intermittently and gently he opened and closed them. Drops of meconium (I looked it up) fell from his body several times. After a couple of hours he began to flap them a lot and flew/fell into the twiggy penstemon patch.

Down there I feared he’d dropped into a spider’s web, so as he struggled to walk out through the tangle, I put my finger near his head so he could climb onto it. Then I carried him, walking up my sleeve, to the zinnias in the planter box, where he was glad to attach himself to a stem.

I sat for a while in this chair nearby, where the buzzing of the bees in the salvia made garden music for me. Skippers were all over the zinnias, too, but they are hard to catch at their business, they are so quick to take a drink on the fly.

The glorious Monarch stayed another full hour on his zinnia stem before he flew up and away, eventually to a perch high up in the neighbor’s redwood tree. There’s no flower nectar to drink there, so I imagine he came down soon, but by then I was very late in Getting On With My Day, and had to go in.

The Anise Swallowtail caterpillars Bea and I had seen a couple of weeks ago disappeared; I hope they are hidden away in their next stage of development somewhere. But two more of these gorgeous creatures can be seen feasting on the parsley now (at right).

And there is another Monarch caterpillar not fourteen inches from where the one just emerged. It seems that there is indeed enough of the narrow milkweed leaves to support not only a large aphid population but at least one butterfly.

As you can see, the week was rich and full beyond the baby and the butterfly. But let me mention two more things that amazed me this week: Sweet peas blooming in September! Not many, but enough for a tiny bouquet. And the music of the piano.

I try not to talk overmuch here about my new housemate, so I will only say that a certain person has been playing my piano more than it’s been played in a very long time. Sometimes she plays morning and evening, and once I woke to the comforting sounds, and once it was as a lullaby when I went to sleep. This is a gift I never thought to ask for, but my Father thought to give it to me.

Do you suppose next week will be calmer?

It crept in as an intruder.

“The world, knowing how all our real investments are beyond the grave, might expect us to be less concerned than other people who go in for what is called Higher Thought and tell us that ‘death doesn’t matter’; but we ‘are not high-minded’, and we follow One who stood and wept at the grave of Lazarus—not, surely, because He was grieved that Mary and Martha wept, and sorrowed for their lack of faith (though some thus interpret) but because death, the punishment of sin, is even more horrible in His eyes than in ours.

“The nature which He had created as God, the nature which He had assumed as Man, lay there before Him in its ignominy; a foul smell, food for worms. Though He was to revive it a moment later, He wept at the shame…. Of all men, we hope most of death; yet nothing will reconcile us to—well, its unnaturalness. We know that we were not made for it; we know how it crept into our destiny as an intruder; and we know Who has defeated it.

“Because Our Lord is risen we know that on one level it is an enemy already disarmed; but because we know that the natural level also is God’s creation we cannot cease to fight against the death which mars it, as against all other blemishes upon it, against pain and poverty, barbarism and ignorance. Because we love something else more than this world we love even this world better than those who know no other.”

— C.S. Lewis, “Some Thoughts”