I slake my thirst with gardens.

Way back in October, I think, was the last time a certain one of my favorite plant nurseries was open — until Saturday, when I drove over for the reopening. The retail aspect is a small part of a larger sustainable agriculture/ecological/educational project, and is only open on weekends in the warmer months. Over the years I’ve bought lots of annual vegetables there, but lately they focus on perennial edibles and and medicinal plants.

It’s a beautiful drive, out into the more rural areas of my county. I remembered to wear my sun hat to keep my scalp from burning, but when I got into the nursery area itself there was netting all over above, which probably made it unnecessary. Passionflowers bloomed like stars up there.

For an hour I got a huge rush of excitement and energy, as I saw more and more species of perennial salvias and echinacea species that I could take home and add to my pollinator garden. Echinacea Purpurea, Pallida, and Paradoxa. Salvia hians (Kashmir Sage), Salvia forsskaolii, Clary Sage and Dune Sage. The forsskaolii, or Indigo Woodland Sage, I used to have in my “old” garden, but it didn’t survive the transition. None of the new plants is in bloom yet so I’ll show them later after they are revealed in their fullness.

There was one plant that I had no desire to bring home for my garden, though they say it is grown worldwide as an ornamental. That is the Porcupine Tomato:

Solanum pyracanthos

This flowering tree grows near the entrance/checkout. Does anyone know what it is?

In my own garden, June seems to have arrived early, and so suddenly… I guess that’s because I’ve been sitting around moping and confused; I know I am way behind in planting the second planter box. But the rest of the garden just went on doing its thing, and is ready to comfort me now that I desperately need it. When there is a lull in the strange high winds we’ve been having, I can sit out there and silently bake, in the company of other creations and creatures. For a few moments at a time I revel in just being.

The showy milkweed is over five feet high already, and in the back yard it’s a favorite of the bees, along with the lavender and the echium. Oh, speaking of echium, I saw my type at the nursery; I must have bought it there several years ago. It is not the Pride of Madeira-echium candicans that is more typical here. As recently as last week, though, I thought it was just an oddly growing form of it. If it were Pride of Madeira it would have blocked the path by now; good thing it’s more vertical!

See the bee on the left, against the sky?
Pretending to be real trees.
In a spring storm two branches broke off.
Back before spring had fully sprung.

At the nursery my kind was called Tower of Jewels, and just now I found a helpful site that explains all the different forms. Mine is also called Tree Echium, echium pininana. I never noticed before how the echium flowers resemble borage and my newer plant, bugloss. Well, they are all in the borage family.

echium Tower of Jewels

I took a slow-motion video of the bees out front on the germander (teucrium). In real time they seem very excited, almost frantic, in their buzzing from flower to flower, but when I watched the video it showed their true selves as purring bee-copters taking all the time in the world, that is, the whole day and their whole short lives, to do their work.

I’m needing to take long breaks from talking this week, mostly my own, which seems like more and more idle talk. No one talks in my garden. Even the tropical birds have been moved to their new home far enough away that I can’t hear them; now I can hear the native singers’ quieter tunes and gentle chirps.

I think I was looking for a quote on a different topic this morning when I ran across this beloved one (a beloved quote? really? Yes.) from G.K. Chesterton:

Women have a thirst for order and beauty as for something physical;
there is a strange female power of hating ugliness and waste
as good men can only hate sin and bad men virtue.

Forget for a moment the reductionist nature of these ideas — most short quotes, in order to be pithy, have to focus on one or two ideas and lay aside the complexities of the subject. Just think about what we are thirsty for… (You men also thirst, naturally.) I realized just this morning — by bathing in the the sunshine and the lavender scent, the breeze and the humming — and this afternoon, by speaking briefly about it with a wise person, that the very concrete realness, the materiality of my garden satisfies something. Maybe my garden has to do double-duty right now because of the recent lack of human touching.

How it helps me pray… I don’t need to figure out that mystery. I just want to enter in.

On Passover afternoon, ten days ago now, we had Kneeling Vespers of Pentecost. Almost everyone took part at home, but I live close to the church and I drove over in hopes that there would be few enough of us that I could participate indoors. My hope was realized! I’m sharing this picture because of the golden sunshine. May God fill us with His light!

10 thoughts on “I slake my thirst with gardens.

  1. That golden light!!! Sometimes I get to see a version of it coming through my own Orthodox Church windows. Always makes me wish it wouldn’t end and I could stand there forever. Somewhere in time, that will be the case.

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    1. Thank you, Resa, for this wonderful response. May the Lord give us grace to stand there Now and in Forever at the same (kairos) time. I think that must be something of what is happening in the Divine Liturgy.


  2. This pandemic is creating a lot of loneliness and isolation. Talking via phone or other medium, and messaging is not sufficient: we need human touch. Because we are still (after three months) not allowed to visit family and friends I burst into tears when one of my sons sneaked in to see me very briefly for my birthday. I hugged and hugged until I ‘knew’ he was real. May you feel more upbeat before long.

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  3. So glad you were able to get out among some flowers, and also to worship. You have some wonderful plants in your own garden and what a joy it must be to be there in them. Enjoy your week ~ Love and hugs ~ FlowerLady

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  4. This is the most beautiful post, Gretchen. First, your garden. It’s such a dazzler — I love the diversity of the plants and blooms. So many that are unusual to me. This year, I go with what I’ve got but how I wish I could go to the nursery! Still, I’m sure I’d never find some of those magnificent species!

    The Chesterton quote is spot on. I need to write that one down. A lovely post.

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  5. Beautiful ❤️ I am having to put the brakes on additional plantings in my garden. We are looking into a very hot summer in OKLAHOMA this year. Day lillies are trying to bloom but so hot their leaves are burning. Oh well we had a fabulous spring! There is always next year. I am harvesting seed today from the gorgeous lantana that graced my spring garden.

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  6. Your posts, filled with the beauty of your surroundings and messages of hope and comfort, are a delight. My official last day of school was yesterday, so I too will be out among my flowers. Each day brings new things to delight in when it comes to the landscape. What a blessing to be able to take part in cultivating and nurturing the beauty and wonder. Blessings and comfort to you during these isolated times.

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