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A baby and a butterfly.

It’s been an exciting week. I have to share the most wonderful happening first, which is that my grandson Pat’s wife just gave birth to their first baby. Glory to God! This is my fourth great-grandchild. So far among the Greats there are three boys and one girl. I’ll share a photo as soon as I get a suitable one. Welcome, Little Boy!

(In the meantime, here’s Pat at left, long before he was considering marriage and children.)

My grandma, born this week in 1892.

“The essential rectitude of our view of children lies in the fact that we feel them and their ways to be supernatural while, for some mysterious reason, we do not feel ourselves or our own ways to be supernatural. The very smallness of children makes it possible to regard them as marvels; we seem to be dealing with a new race, only to be seen through a microscope.

“I doubt if anyone of any tenderness or imagination can see the hand of a child and not be a little frightened of it. It is awful to think of the essential human energy moving so tiny a thing; it is like imagining that human nature could live in the wing of a butterfly or the leaf of a tree. When we look upon lives so human and yet so small, we feel as if we ourselves were enlarged to an embarrassing bigness of stature. We feel the same kind of obligation to these creatures that a deity might feel if he had created something that he could not understand.”     

– G.K. Chesterton

In the last year I’ve planted three different types/colors of Japanese anemones, and the second of these new groups, the pale pink, opened its first flower yesterday. My old white ones have been blooming for a few weeks, and the new dark pink flowers with a wonky petal pattern also. The dark pink ones are the most enthusiastic, thriving on the amount of sun and water they get; I’m hoping the mildew they have suffered is just from unusual weather this year, and won’t always happen.

Recently my daughter Pearl and I were talking about Elizabeth von Arnim’s books, as we often do, and she suggested I might like The Adventures of Elizabeth in Rügen. I got it right away and have been reading it on Kindle — many of von Arnim’s books are out of print — to great enjoyment. In her telling of her travels around the German island and among other tourists, Elizabeth often uses words such as happy, blessed, joy, light and radiance to convey how she feels when out of doors, particularly when the sun is shining. She is my kindred spirit for sure. Here is one excerpt that reminded me of my own joy this very week:

“Oh blessed state, when mere quiet weather, trees and grass, sea and clouds, can make you forget that life has anything in it but rapture, can make you drink in heaven with every breath! How long will it last, this joy of living, this splendid ecstasy of the soul? I am more afraid of losing this, of losing even a little of this, of having so much as the edge of its radiance dimmed, than of parting with any other earthly possession.”

In other places her descriptions of the people she meets and the conversations among them are, as is usual with her, both insightful and very funny!

This little purple pot above was given to me by my granddaughter Ivy. It was the first thing she ever made of clay, and it has a convenient hole in the bottom so it can serve as a planter pot. It’s small, and just the right size and color to set off the beauty of a little chick type of succulent. When it becomes a hen I may have to substitute another chick in its place.

The Autumn Joy have turned burgundy.

I had another super exciting day when the Monarch chrysalis we’ve been watching matured and the butterfly emerged. The pupa stage lasted about three weeks, which is on the long side, and I wondered if possibly the insect had died. But the delay was likely just due to the week of cool and drizzly weather we had recently; the case darkened, and I began to see the Monarch colors inside.

Early in the morning I went out to look, and it was a chrysalis. An hour later, still in my nightgown, I checked again, and the butterfly had broken out. (This makes a total of four Monarchs I have monitored closely, yet missed their big event.) He was clinging to the mostly-bare milkweed stem, his wings hanging behind, heavy and damp.

All along I’d been worried that there was not enough food on those plants to grow a caterpillar to sufficient size, especially since the aphids were devouring the leaves at a fast rate. Then when the caterpillar entered the pupa stage, I thought, “Isn’t that chrysalis kind of small? Maybe it’s undernourished….” Now I stared and stared some more, amazed at how such a creature could have been so tightly packed into the thin case. A full-sized Monarch!

The sunlight was weak, so we waited, Mr. Monarch and I, for his wings to dry; intermittently and gently he opened and closed them. Drops of meconium (I looked it up) fell from his body several times. After a couple of hours he began to flap them a lot and flew/fell into the twiggy penstemon patch.

Down there I feared he’d dropped into a spider’s web, so as he struggled to walk out through the tangle, I put my finger near his head so he could climb onto it. Then I carried him, walking up my sleeve, to the zinnias in the planter box, where he was glad to attach himself to a stem.

I sat for a while in this chair nearby, where the buzzing of the bees in the salvia made garden music for me. Skippers were all over the zinnias, too, but they are hard to catch at their business, they are so quick to take a drink on the fly.

The glorious Monarch stayed another full hour on his zinnia stem before he flew up and away, eventually to a perch high up in the neighbor’s redwood tree. There’s no flower nectar to drink there, so I imagine he came down soon, but by then I was very late in Getting On With My Day, and had to go in.

The Anise Swallowtail caterpillars Bea and I had seen a couple of weeks ago disappeared; I hope they are hidden away in their next stage of development somewhere. But two more of these gorgeous creatures can be seen feasting on the parsley now (at right).

And there is another Monarch caterpillar not fourteen inches from where the one just emerged. It seems that there is indeed enough of the narrow milkweed leaves to support not only a large aphid population but at least one butterfly.

As you can see, the week was rich and full beyond the baby and the butterfly. But let me mention two more things that amazed me this week: Sweet peas blooming in September! Not many, but enough for a tiny bouquet. And the music of the piano.

I try not to talk overmuch here about my new housemate, so I will only say that a certain person has been playing my piano more than it’s been played in a very long time. Sometimes she plays morning and evening, and once I woke to the comforting sounds, and once it was as a lullaby when I went to sleep. This is a gift I never thought to ask for, but my Father thought to give it to me.

Do you suppose next week will be calmer?

The day that the LORD has made.

Sweet peas in September!

Do you know a chorus or hymn to those words in my title?

This is the day that the Lord has made;
We will rejoice and be glad in it.

We used to sing it in the Bible churches that my family attended back in the day, and now I sing it in the Orthodox Church, in a different setting. Many times recently I’ve had cause to meditate about the significance of both the fact and the exhortation in those lines from the Psalter. Often I wonder, as does G.K. Chesterton,

Here ends another day,
during which I have had eyes, ears, hands
and the great world around me.
Tomorrow begins another day.
Why am I allowed two?

I could not possibly list all the things I am thankful for every day. But I can occasionally write a blog post about a few of them, which I am doing this afternoon…

It’s Sunday, so fresh on my heart is the most extravagant and Life-giving thing: that I was a recipient of the Holy Mysteries of the Eucharist, the very Body and Blood of Christ. I was not kept at home by illness, nor was my attention distracted from the service by pain — right there are two of those Things That Didn’t Happen that are always infinite in number for any of us. If we are feeling grumpy, thinking on those non-events, the ones we wouldn’t have desired, can help move the mind in a positive direction to things that actually exist.

If my garden is full of unsightly areas, and posing problems for me to solve, I can go for hours or days without worrying about them, because I am so thankful to have a garden of any sort.  I feel like saying to God, “I have a gorgeous fig tree! How can it be possible that I also have a lemon tree, a begonia, and a fountain??”

Time Management is a term I do not like. Long ago, I used to think a lot about my days in terms of T.M., and it wasn’t happy thinking. It was Happier thinking when I was sitting on the couch with several children around me, reading A Child’s Garden of Verses, or Winnie the Pooh, or The Jungle Book.

Anise Swallowtail

Another Happy kind of thinking is when I walk around the garden considering all the wildlife out there. Currently we have caterpillars feasting on the plants, including two Anise Swallowtails in the parsley patch. On the milkweed, Monarch Caterpillar #2 has entered the pupa stage, and Caterpillar #3 is still munching. This is a pollinator gardener’s joy  ❤  and I hope that there are dozens more caterpillars that I haven’t noticed, that are reaping the bounty and thanking God with me. …even if they are Cabbage Whites, which like to eat everything — though I haven’t seen many of those around this year.

Monarch chrysalis

The problem that Time Management poses is, “How can I get everything done?” But I now know that I can’t. Whenever I’m doing one thing, like typing here, and/or exulting in the caterpillars and flowers, I’m not doing dozens of other things, which threaten to Never Get Done.

There is some kind of Russian proverb that I remember roughly as, “If I don’t die today, I can do Those Things later. If I do die today, it won’t matter that I didn’t do them.” 

Even King David could not do everything he wanted. He wanted to build a temple, and God even told him that was a Good Idea, but that it wasn’t for him. It seems like the vast majority of Good Ideas I’ve had throughout my life have not or will not come to fruition, so they will remain in the Theoretical category. I want to focus on the Real things that I am participating in right now.

It probably wouldn’t have mattered, if I hadn’t got a delivery of firewood this month. I feel a little silly about it, because I still have wood left from the last two late-summer deliveries. I will definitely be prepared, if the power fails. After Bea and I stacked it, at one end of the rows that were left over, it seems that I must have well over a cord, and maybe I won’t have to buy wood next year. The newer, golden logs are on the left, and the oldest, grayest ones on the right. It looks like rolling hills of cordwood; that wasn’t planned.

Last week I drove my friend Mrs. C to the coast, where we ate clam chowder overlooking the mouth of the Russian River, in the town of Jenner-by-the-Sea. I had been mentally dragging my feet about spending the time, but once I got out the door the day unfolded perfectly. It was the Day That the LORD had made, after all. If I had stayed home, I may have cleaned the bathroom (probably not), but I would not have been able to watch a hundred pelicans swirling, swooping, and doing belly flops on the river. Even the fog was not unpleasant; I had forgotten that it would not be a cold fog out there. Inland it had been quite rainy, but by the river we were able to sit outside, where blackbirds joined us at our table and welcomed any crumbs we offered.

The recent rain was a very welcome change from the chill winds we’d been having, that made me fear for an early departure of summer. Once the clouds moved in, the temperatures rose. I will be able to relax again, and hope for more figs ripening.

Several butternut squashes are ripening on the plants that have spread into the driveway. This one peeking out (above) is one of the largest. The rudbeckia at that corner of the driveway has been blooming for months and months and I have been amazed at it all summer. But it is winding down…

Just before the rain, I had bought a flat full of plants for that challenging area by my front door. These are all species that can thrive in Part Shade. I will hope to plant them this week or next; ajuga, violas, cranesbill, dwarf plumbago, and more.

A late calendula.

My leafy green seeds have sprouted, indoors and out. I harvested a pile of that basil that had been calling to me, and made pesto. There’s been a lot of Happy Thinking-Thanking through the days in Gretchen’s Garden. It helps that more than any other month, I love September.